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logogen 02:24:51::27:11:2007 -- [secondofthenight] And now there's a sneer fixed upon my face, directed at myself. The comforting weight of a glass in my hand. The kiss of ice against my lips. Take it into yourself, make it your own, as with all of life's little toys. Make of it what you will, not just your own. The whole point of this is experience, and experience is what you gain at the end of it all. I stand upon the edge of the world. Feet braced on the railings. Ten thousand years of empty space below me. Dim lights in the distance, and a sneer upon my face. It's good to be alive, despite whatever rattles inside your head, whatever rides upon your shoulder or snaps at your heels. Deal with it, you piece of shit. So what if you can't sleep? Work around it. Move on through. Get to the next screen, as they say. Snap the fetters that bind you, let the fuck go of everything, and just sink into it all. Roll with it. These probably won't last past the morning. Make of them what you will. No, wait, I'm lying. This random brainoverflow will last as long as it wants to. Until the next cleanup, until... Whenever. Black dog with me, let's go. Stare at the corner for a while, off into space. Disengage your mind and let the fingers flow free. And type nothing. |
flow -- and noise to nothingness; they're watching; tilt your head back; open your mouth wide; fill your lungs; breathe; belief-; cacacacacacacacaphony; terrible drunken state; deception_always; seperate the users from the whores; dance with me; dance, bitch; dance; amusement++; you know that feeling? yeah, you know; breathe; yeah; begin(); spit; spit; spit; With 55%; and there's the rub; depression, again; anew; feel aggrieved; 5% evolve; evolve lest ye be left behind; live; explanation here; despise; deliverance; look right; onward tomorrow; reflections on glass; and you know that this is it; animosity; anathema; random words, together making poetry; or nothingness; what was first becomes last, forges new links, takes new meaning; means nothing in the end; shitting bats; ignorance is bliss, as i'll say again; feel the pain, the lack of pain, the analgesic; emptiness; disbelief; some sort of art; run, run, run, run; feed fight fuck; dream; stop; i'm looking forward to it, too; two weeks, it'll be, two weeks today in fact; then i can move again; sequential art; broken; evolution; depart; impending examination; pending acceptance; denial; and this is the way that this day ends; new world order; smile; new message; read; view; reply; send; read this in order; metal bar through flesh; sunday again; et al; horror; attempt/no/tempt/work/fail; exhale; and they have no meaning; sense of loss; distance; depression; creation_defined; self esteem; ringing in my ears; smile; and flow; flow; flow with thought during the day; at night; at random times, drunk, sober; altered, sane; broken, fixed; flowing thoughts; liquid dreams; the usual; pint please; and that's the way the world ends, i guess; not with a whimper, not with a bang, just nothing; random sounds; make your own sense of our words; flow; false architecture; false art; sex; drugs; and completion; lies; live again; live; as on television; as on radio; continuation; twinkle; here; there; i'll do the cross thing; believe in the nonexistant; clever reminder; fading fucking reminder; they're watching; welcome to the new reality; breathe; time wasting; joy is all there is; and finally 5% ; this is a maxim for life; feedfightfuck; something offensive; brush of lips on eyelids; count; counter; working; bitten by a snake; no; live; live; look happy, kids; meaning; life; love; devour(); smile; less than 1% surround me; rand(); going under; broken; now be fixed; tea; enjoy it whilst it lasts; need an easier way to add; must write; yet cannot, easier way to create a muse, find my muse; someone to whisper in my ear in the darkness, informative; scour the electronic wilderness for inspiration, find only vapid, useless talk; unenlightened masses, useless to believe; useless to behold; swaying popular opinion by being herded like cattle; fuck me; stupidity should be punishable by death; taxi drivers that drive like lunatics; crutches, clicking; queues; herds; swarms; collective mentality of a kleptomanic two year old twin; not doing anything much of anything much of anything or anything; and enjoying it; live; But yet 55 ; cut; drink; chew; hunger; and wings unfurl; randomise; feel the warmth inside your whole; paint yourself; embrace me; solo; peaking; end; not with a bang but a bang but a bang; break--; joy; note to self; update, avante; joy; gone; random; stream of consciousness; flow; meat; 5% die; end; chuckle; smile; laugh; breathe; live; the sum of collected memories, abstract thought processes, random electrical impulses. god's will, pure chance, pure thought; whatever. we are what we are, each and every one of us the same; shells for life, movement, feeding, fighting, fucking, animalia. touch upon this, sit back, think; brood. explore, travel, return; brood. realise that you don't matter in the scheme of things; self esteem subtracted, useless. become self aware; realistic goals, don't conform. why conform? outside pressure, moving in upon you. angels; (x); lax; feelgood factor (increase); exeunt; fading fucking reminder; tell me; change of music, musician; lyrical flow, different to this; muse; think on that; scenting from below; approaching meal; painful seat; need to drink, feed fight fuck; see me; i'm you; you're me; i express what you cannot; deal with it, kid; remember the start; go; and laugh as realisation comes; revise; saturday sunday monday die; easy; just words, and they appear; depart; r-o-ll-ll-ll-ll-ll with it; again; buried; you make this all go away; you make this all go away; abandonment; silence; required; leather; plastic movement; satan does not "do" ponies; here; heart/mind/body/soul; and you know you want it; you can; boredom prevails; as ever; bury me in hatred; need it; live it; and this is it; split things down enough; split words, split phrases; time to leave; feed us; fuck rock and roll; what we need is obvious; the drugs decide; burn in hell; need it; burger; mmm, burger; meat; 15% outpouring of thoughts into coherence, here, but not meant to last long; not meant to last long at all, in fact, soon hidden in the morass, the emptiness; driven into nothing; see this; it's gone before you register; sh ... |
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